60 wivesbehavingbadly

i should have kissed him and preventted him answering .
regrets are a waste of energy . i should have pointed out  , stopping his mouth with that ungiven  kiss . i should have talked abioyut anything but this .
nathan wiped his upper lip with the back of his hand , leaving an earth moustache ." there is no point fingting over something you can do nothing about .minty .
i gave up . memories do not abey commands . you cannot ever pronounce that  the past is in the past . it is there , dug in .
i left him to it . i went inside , fed the children , and put them to bed . then i gathered together my notes and files and went up . on the kitchen table . i left a post-it note on which i had written , " get your won supper ."