in her book , a good hate would evactuate the agony of the loss of nathan's life and the sorrow of the what will naver be .
" he must have thought about felix and lucas , and what it would mean if he wasn't here . how will they manage with out him ?"
if nathan came whirling back out the darknes and the beyond , i would say to him . " nathan , i will never against ask for a new bathroom , i promise to work at loving you . " i would even promise i did not mind that i would be damned forever by his family and friends like the frosts and the lockhart s . i would promise to wipe the slate clean and begin again .
i extracted a shred of shrimp shell from tjhe fork . " how am i going to cope , you might ask ? the boys how am i going to help them ? keep them ? maintain a house ?"
"much as you 're coping how . i imagine . adapt . "
" i had a dream , paige . i had been transformd into a wise , hands on mother , like you . the sort of mother who says on a rainy afternoon : let's make a dinosaut out of a cardboard box ." or , ' hell , why don't we write a play about daddy and i'll run up the costumes .' but it was only a dream ."
"eat " . paige dumped another spoonful of stew onto the plate .
i started at the misture of prawns and cod . y anger burned out . , leaving only sadness . . " nathan wanted to humiliate me . paige , by suggesting rose become a guardian .... if anything happened . how could he have done that ? gisela says he was thinking clearly . rose is the only one with time , she's older and she knows what she's doing . she would put the boys interests first .
" he must have thought about felix and lucas , and what it would mean if he wasn't here . how will they manage with out him ?"
if nathan came whirling back out the darknes and the beyond , i would say to him . " nathan , i will never against ask for a new bathroom , i promise to work at loving you . " i would even promise i did not mind that i would be damned forever by his family and friends like the frosts and the lockhart s . i would promise to wipe the slate clean and begin again .
i extracted a shred of shrimp shell from tjhe fork . " how am i going to cope , you might ask ? the boys how am i going to help them ? keep them ? maintain a house ?"
"much as you 're coping how . i imagine . adapt . "
" i had a dream , paige . i had been transformd into a wise , hands on mother , like you . the sort of mother who says on a rainy afternoon : let's make a dinosaut out of a cardboard box ." or , ' hell , why don't we write a play about daddy and i'll run up the costumes .' but it was only a dream ."
"eat " . paige dumped another spoonful of stew onto the plate .
i started at the misture of prawns and cod . y anger burned out . , leaving only sadness . . " nathan wanted to humiliate me . paige , by suggesting rose become a guardian .... if anything happened . how could he have done that ? gisela says he was thinking clearly . rose is the only one with time , she's older and she knows what she's doing . she would put the boys interests first .
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